The “Particle Theory” is something that has been sitting in my mind since I can remember. Maybe it was put there by the Universe, as information that I had to share with the world at some point.
I never felt called to write about it, though, as I don’t consider myself spiritually advanced or enlightened by any means. I have a lot of things to learn on the spiritual path, and the more I read/watch/consume, the more I realize I know nothing.
It overwhelms me sometimes. Will there ever be a moment when I have learned enough to understand life? Will humans ever be able to truly understand life? There are so many great teachers and spiritual leaders out there, some who have spent years and years in silent meditation, or a lifetime of research about consciousness and how the mind works.
Every day since my own spiritual transformation, I am in awe of the number of things we just don’t know. I am in awe of the teachings that plant medicine has given me so far. I am in awe of the thousands of secrets that ancient constructions and indigenous cultures hold for us.
Is all religion the same?
The more I learn about different religions, the more I realize how incredibly similar they are. It all comes down to putting the things we can’t understand into a compelling story. A story that can provide a guide to many people on how to navigate this complicated thing called Life.
Religions are born between people but exist on a much higher plane. It is no coincidence that many religions have a prophet (whether that be a person or a spirit) and an ascension. Is this information that has been shared from a place outside of ourselves?
Or are we all holding that same prophet inside our mind, body, and Soul? Are we trying to explain something with external reasoning, while the answers are inside each of us all along?
The Spiritual Particle Theory
First things first: The Particle Theory I am about to share already exists in scientific models, called “Particle Theory of Matter”. I don’t know if the “spiritual” Particle Theory I am writing here is my personal theory or somebody else’s, or maybe even Universal’s. It might have been written by somebody else already that I did not know about (if so, please let me know in the comments!).
The Particle Theory is some piece of information that has been inside my brain since I can remember. I’ve shared it with some close friends before, and they all said it could make total sense to explain the purpose of life. I don’t know what is moving me to share it now, since I consider myself a complete novice on these types of things.
But if this is information that was put in my mind by something greater than myself, who am I to keep it hidden? I am not writing this because I think I am enlightened or want recognition or something like that; to the contrary, actually. But it might resonate with just one reader and give meaning to their life.
So let’s get to it.
Our Souls consist of many different particles
The Particle Theory is based on the idea that every Soul living on this planet is made up of an X amount of particles. Let’s say for humans this is 1000 particles, just for the sake of illustrating how it works.
The moment the Soul is born into a human body is the moment that these 1000 particles metabolize. These pieces come from different realms, previous lives, their parents, animals, and plants.
So one newborn baby could, for example, have 300 particles given by their parents. Then another 300 particles from previous humans who lived on Earth over different centuries. Plus 100 particles from spirits and other ‘beings’ in Universes we don’t even know about. And then 100 particles from a specific sort of animal or plant, and finally 200 empty particles that serve as a blank slate.
The actual amount of the various particles varies for each living being. A mouse might have only 100 particles in total, for example.
The percentages of each type of particle are different for each human as well. For example, if one particular baby has 100 “dog” particles, it means he received these 100 particles from different dogs that lived before him. There is a high chance he will love dogs and resonate a lot with them. Somebody with only 20 dog particles might not be interested in dogs at all.
If the baby has been given very traumatic particles from previous lives (whether from humans, animals, or plants), this person might have to deal with a lot of diseases and mental health issues. If their parents have a lot of unprocessed emotions, this will show up in the baby too as they receive some of their parents’ particles.
Maybe some babies are born with a lot of “previous life” particles, which could explain why some people remember their past lives.
Or if the baby has a high amount of “plant” particles, they might feel called to protect nature and could be more introverted.
Our human purpose explained with the Particle Theory
Humans have always been trying to understand life.
What is the purpose of it all? Why are we born and then die? What happens before and after living? There must be a reason for being alive, right?
The Particle Theory can explain this. Since every human is born with those (imaginary) 1000 particles, a lot of these particles are out of sync. I like to call them red and green particles. Red means there is trauma stored in them that wants to be resolved (negative particles), and green means they are healthy particles and positive. Of course, it’s not so black-and-white, but just to give an example.
Green particles are compassionate, empathetic, generous, caring, and generally loving. Red particles are anxious, greedy, toxic, destructive, and egocentric.
This could explain why there are positive and negative humans. We all know those people who just suck the energy out of you, and their only goal is to take, take, take. These people might have a lot of red particles stored in them.
And then there are positive people who are giving, protecting the Earth, holding space for others, and feel really nice to be around. They have a big amount of green particles.
So what then is our purpose with all this?
As humans, our purpose is to transform our red particles into green.
We can do this because every human can be an alchemist. We hold the power to understand our red (traumatized) particles, give them love and attention, and make them better.
The red particles inside ourselves are not always ours to begin with, but it’s our duty to transform them. And sometimes even our original green particles can turn red because of things happening to us throughout our lives. Things that traumatize us.
It’s our purpose to alchemize them because if we don’t, the moment we die, these particles get released again. If we have 80% red particles at that moment, this would mean that those particles all come back onto our planet being red. Meaning more trauma and more work to transform for the next person.
If we release 80% green particles, we directly give tools to the next person (who could be our own personal incarnation again) to make the remaining red particles better.
The Ascension of humanity
If you are somewhat spiritual, you probably heard of the notion that We Are All One. How does this work with the Particle Theory?
What if humanity in itself is just one entity? We could be all separate humans but part of that bigger entity. Maybe only humanity as a whole can ascend. And Ascension only happens when there are 100% green particles.
This might be the same ascension that nearly every religion speaks about. Whether you call it Heaven, Nirvana, Samadhi, Jannah, Zion, Valhalla, Paradise, or Garden of Eden — it’s all the same.
However, we never reach that state if not all of humanity ascends. Our particles just keep coming back over and over again, until we alchemize them into green and thus positive.
Our only job as humans is to transform our given particles. To give love to everyone and everything around us. To not damage the Earth (she is part of the Ascension!). To not hurt other living things, like animals and plants.
Love can heal everything.
During all my psychedelic healing ceremonies, there was always one answer: LOVE. With a lack of love, we spiral into negativity and do bad things. With an abundance of love, we thrive, shine, and feel happy.
So if love is so powerful, it also has the power to transform our red particles. You just have to acknowledge them, embrace them, and heal them. Healing can be done with therapy, plant medicine, inner child work, shadow work, psychedelics, etc.
There comes a moment when the majority of your particles tip over the edge from red to green, and that is the moment you start to feel amazing. That is that blissful state so many ‘enlightened’ people talk about.
Because that might be the reward for following your purpose. As long as you keep your red particles red, or worse, make your green particles red (by lying, deceiving, stealing, and hurting others/yourself), you will feel bad about yourself.
The duality in our humanness
No amount of money, status, or power will make you feel good if your red particles overrule, meaning you will never reach that state of bliss.
But the sad truth is that humans with an overload of red particles don’t recognize this. They are so lost in achieving external things that they fail to follow their purpose. Many of them die unhappy, releasing 1000s of red particles into the atmosphere again.
The next person who receives those particles has even more work to do to transform them. Could this be the reason that our planet is slowly dying? Is it harder for every generation to transform its red particles? Resulting in the destruction of all the beauty around us?
The paradox of duality
Some might say that duality needs to exist in our world. That we need dark in order to see light. That we need murderers, psychopaths, and rapists in order to see the good that exists on the other side.
I am not sure how to answer this. All I see is that we as humanity are living further and further away from what really matters. We take more from the Earth than she can handle, and eventually we will kill ourselves with this mentality.
We don’t live in sync with nature like indigenous tribes used to do. We don’t listen to our wise elderly anymore; instead, we put them into nursing homes to let them fade away.
If you ask me, there is something significantly wrong with the way we live our lives. Maybe it’s because we as humans generally have more red particles nowadays.
How can we transform?
All the hurt on this planet is caused by others doing harm to others. People with a lot of trauma might become narcissists, hurting many around them. And most trauma is caused by people around you. You don’t inflict trauma on yourself; it happened to you at some point. Or you incarnated it from all those red particles that were released before you were born. Whatever the reason for your amount of red particles, you only have one job: transform them.
I personally think that we just have to live by one principle: respect yourself and those around you. If you lie, steal, kill, cheat, or manipulate… that is not respect. That will eventually come back to you. You might even come back as that exact same person you hurt in your next life (or at least, receive their particles).
Instead, if we give love and respect to those around us (even the ones who hurt us), we slowly transform our red particles into the green. This includes respecting yourself: if you hate yourself for whatever reason, your red particles cannot transform.
Hating yourself can manifest itself in excessive drinking/drugs, lack of physical activity, eating bad foods, and not giving attention to your mental health. Your body is your closest ally — start by respecting that first. Love yourself before you try to heal others. Understand your trauma and triggers and go back to them.
That is how we can heal. That is alchemy.
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